Most of what I care about takes years. This is a list of those things.
It started as an Impossible List, Joel Runyon’s idea that Thomas Frank later made famous: goals set just past what feels possible, crossed off in public and replaced with harder ones. I liked it and distrusted it in equal measure. Oliver Burkeman warns about treating a life as a queue of things to get through, always living for the moment after the next one. A list of goals can easily become exactly that.
So this is a slower version. Rich Roll says his spirit animal is the tortoise. He has never done anything significant in less than ten years, and he thinks we overestimate what we can do in a year and underestimate what we can do in a decade. His coach used to tell him the prize doesn’t go to the fastest person. It goes to the person who slows down the least. That’s where the name comes from.
These are my goals and practices. I put them somewhere public because it keeps me honest. Some will look like a lot to you and some like nothing much. That’s the point: a goal only means something measured against where you started.
- Few things, kept for a long time.
- Markers along the way. A marker is where I am, and missing the next one is fine.
- Some things are goals and get crossed off. Some are practices and never do.
- The practice is the point. The number is how I know I'm still practising.
- Things can be put down. When they are, they move to Let go with a date. They don't quietly disappear.
Someone once told Rich Roll: don't fear work that has no end.
Running
The universe doesn't care how fast I run. Somehow running still feels like one of the places meaning turns up, and I want to know why.
5K under 20 minutes
now ~22:30
- sub 22:00
- sub 21:00
- sub 20:00
Marathon under 3 hours
- sub 4:00
- sub 3:45
- sub 3:30
- sub 3:00
Strength
I used to think I hated the gym. It's still not my favourite place, but I've come to like how simple it is: put in the reps and over time you can see the progress. That's a decent metaphor for most things. Mostly I want to stay as functional as I can, for as long as I can.
Bench, squat and deadlift, six reps each
- bench 75 kg × 6
- squat 100 kg × 6
- deadlift 125 kg × 6
Italian practice
I love the language, and I've always admired people who can live in a second one. It's something I've wanted for a long time. Now it's just the time and the work.
Hold full conversations with the people I meet in Italy
now B1
- CILS B2
- a whole evening without switching to English
Chess practice
Sometimes I'm obsessed with chess, and right now I am. David Shenk's The Immortal Game tries to explain why the game has gripped people for so many centuries. I'm still working it out. Over the board matters more to me than online: it's more social, and more real.
Play over-the-board tournaments
- a first rated tournament
- a Chess Scotland rating
- a season of league chess
Picked up and dropped many times. Coming back counts.
Work practice
We spend most of our lives working. You can try to make work meaningful, or you can make sure it doesn't consume you. I try to do both. I enjoy building a business, and I enjoy that it lets me go for a run at 11am because I feel like it, or take an Italian class in the middle of the day.
A business that funds the life rather than consuming it
- a year without weekend work
- a month working from abroad
Meditation practice
Most of this list is about doing. This is the one about being. I think it does make a difference.
Ten minutes, most mornings
Writing practice
I've always believed being creative is integral to the soul. Writing is where that feels most alive.
Essays on creativity, philosophy and living a meaningful life, published here
- morning pages most mornings
- a first essay published
- an essay a month for a year
Music resting
The same reason as writing. It's resting, not gone.
Let go
Drawing, through Betty Edwards
Oct 2026
A curiosity that never stuck.